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Announcement

2006-08-29T06:49:00.000-07:00

Jer here, making an announcement.

I have deleted Roy's blog skin. I took the effort to design it, so I can take it down. I however do not have the authority to delete his blog.

he can do as he wishes.

One more day to......

2006-06-30T01:12:00.000-07:00

Yeah one more day n DEAR is coming back liao le.. *bleah have to try to update my blog daily lo.. if not dear will kill mi .. well last nite at tantric was busy hmmmm donno how come so busy on a thursday nite... hmm dear called mi a few time yesterday i went meeting t 530 till 6+ haiz they keep talking about the same thign damn sianz...dear pls trust mi that i din do anythign behind ur back .. Damn busy to make more money hahah need to get ready for MELB trip this time i wanna to take SQ lo.. HUMP nothing can stop mi this time .. well update tomolo bah *muack love u dear

miss u alot

2006-06-28T23:41:00.000-07:00

haiz been feeling empty for the past few days... well dear went to KOrea for hoilday with his parent how i wish i m there with him ... been missing his call.. haiz miss sms he sms mi .. well i love him really alot .. haiz dear do u still love mi that much *pat haha anyway i almost faint yesterday during work hmmm damn sianz sia still having my bad headach.. die liao le lo :) this saturday dear is comig back ... hmmm i got event too that day but no worries i took sunday off liao le can pei u the whole day lo :) love u so much dear...

HeadAcH`!~!

2006-06-18T23:14:00.000-07:00

argh i long long time haven been writing this blog.. so sorry to all .. well been busy when i come back from melb MR TRANTRIC , so manythings to do .. anyway dear n mi alway fight haiz but i guess thing are getting better.. i tot i lots to write but now idonno wat to write.. haha must tell myself to write blog everyday hahaah then will not be so sianz .. argh.. having a bad heahacch... hmmm going to see doctor soon . maybe y i wake up so early bevause DEAR is out with his frenz ... hmmmm got a uneasy feeling .. donno y sia.. i think i know why cause i m madly in love with him .. dear u be good ar *mauck

melb trip

2006-03-24T00:29:00.001-08:00

short blog need to get out of my house to meet benny soon.. Yeah book my airticket le *bleah going to melb on the 10th april till the 27th april .. hahaha got so much to do lo .. miss dear alot will see him soon n hug him to bed ..yeah..

long week ~!!

2006-03-20T00:04:00.000-08:00

hmmmm haven been updating my blog for sometime.. damn shagn n busy last week.. hahaha nothin much happen been going out last week hmmm maybe this week i should rest at home bah.. today is already 20th march liao le soon i will be there with dear in melb hmmmm when should i go ? gonna to give dear a suprise !! hahah went with imran to singapore idol but she did not get in .. arghhh i felt like super star there everyone take picture of mi instead of imran .. feel funny .. i was liek HELLO i m not a star or anything stop takeing pic about mi can ... lol... sat was busy for tantric went over to our new bar.. hmmm very cosy i belive dear will like the place there ... well must wait for him to come back then i bring him there for singapore sling bah..:P haven been meeting kelvin levis or raine.. well did saw raine last week for coffe kekeke wan to meet him sometime this week bah.. darryl i heard something about u .. hmmm i hope u can make it thru bah.. well i have forgive n forget liao le.. let hope everyone can do that too :) gonna to april soon le hahah feel so happy going over n find dear.. ssssshh i forget there is one KPOS is looking at my blog hahaahah no worries i pay for my OWN AIRTICKET hor ... anymway miss dear alot wan to be with him .. hahah so no matter how much it take mi i wan to go oer to be with him.. update more soon *muackk

Happy 9th month DeaR~!!!

2006-03-10T23:01:00.000-08:00

hahah we are together for 9 month liao le hmm time really fly fast i still remeber when we were still dating haha don dare to talk too much don evne dare to hold hand hmmmm ... remeber the 1st time i saw u at PS outside MAc hmm but at that time u are belong to someone else hahah but now u are onli belong ti mi n onli mi love u so much .. hmm we been thru ups n down in our life but we overcome it together.. well there are more down in life for us to overcome it but i belive as long u are been by my side everything can be solve.. happy 9th month dear.. really wish i m in melb now cooking for u .. don worry will be there soon .. will alway be in ur heart :)

long n tiring day

2006-03-05T00:21:00.000-08:00

Yawn !! yesterday i had a damn long day sia.. hmmm last nite tantric having the army nnite . everyone is wearing the army uniform hahaha so fun lo hmmm reach work at 4 do up thwe whole place hmmm will load the pic up soon hahaha tired n busy luckly dear dear is understanding enough never blame mi for not talking to u that long yesterday... stresss dear is making suprise for mi n i got nothing for him well will try to think of something bah...oh ya our 9thmonth coming hmmm wat can i get for him sia ... let mi think .. back to msn with dear le .. *huggies anyway this new blog skin is dear do for mi de .. i love it so much THANK U =)

melb trip

2006-03-02T23:27:00.000-08:00

well i have decided to go melb on the 13 reach melb on 14 wahahah i hope the days come faster well will try to book it ASAP.. well short blog need to rush out to meet benny to buy some thing haiz tomolo having a long day again miss my dear alot muack ...

SQ!!!

2006-03-01T20:16:00.001-08:00

Time move damn slow for mi .. haiz i have decided to take SQ to melb ... it cost mi S$1190 haha yup is ex but at lest i know the service is good n relax bah after all i m taking a long hour flight to melb sia.. miss my days in melb no worries at all everyday go out n have fun .. dear is alway beside mi .. time with him seem to fly fast .. oh yar we are together for almost 9 month .. i belive that we can be together till we are old.. trust is really importance hahah i trusted dear with all my heart i belive he will not hurt mi anymore.. *bleah below is the pic i took at melb with dear at his place cooking for him =)
while from now i will be working hard try to make time fly fast bah .. still waiting for levis n kelvin reply.. hahaha really hope that we are not difting apart. well i tryign my best now to pull everyone back .. notihng much to update le.. update more tomolo bah see ya.

I Miss You ..........

2006-02-26T22:47:00.000-08:00

haiz dear dear went back to melb liao le .. er it onli the 1st day but i feel that it has been a week or so... miss him like crazy... well long time never update my blog cause alway going out with dear n stuff.. haiz that day at the airport feel sux hate the airport lol.. dear mum talk to mi at the airport hmmm hope is a good news lo.. hazi when dear check i got the urge to follow him in .. but it ok i know i will go n find him during april.. haiz dear u must wait for mi ok ... anyway long time never talk to kelvin levis n raine hmmmm hope they are ok lo.. feel that we are dift apart .. will try to do something about it.. meanwhile need to Save up to go melb .. lol muack i love u dear >.<~

=)

2006-01-22T20:24:00.000-08:00

oh my god haven been updating my blog for a very long time .. sorry guys have been busy with my own life... whee now a days i got time to spent on dear dear.. haha hope he is haapy with it i try my best liao le to give u all my time =) well last wed or thurs cant remeber went to sentosa with dearn raine .. wow is damn fun lo runing around in the sun swim in the cooling water.. buliding some crazy sand thing lol.. best of all can hug dear tight cant be bother wat other will said.. thank dear so much for all this thing love u alot.. hmmm haven been meeting kelvin n levis er.. sorry ya really don wan to step in maxwell or whynot le.. tired of that =) but can still go out for dinner or wat lo...2005 is the good yr for mi i got my dear my frenz my job hmmm let hope 2006 will be better for mi bah.... oh ya dear frenz from melb is back in singapore cant wait to see her again sia hahaha miss the time i have in melb with DEar .. well no worries i m going back to melb on april.. opps better remeber to renew my passport =)hmmm my blog don have any pic hmmm i must do something with it lol.. take so many pic but donno how to put in the blog .. well dear will help mi with that.. hmmm enough of update i try to update ASAP bah see ya

nightmare

2006-01-16T21:32:00.000-08:00

SCARY SCARY just woke up from a nightmare so scary haiz.. make mi miss my dear dear alot alot alot... oh today is kelvin BIRTHDAY.. haha donno we meeting up for dinner or wat anot
lol sianz donno wat to write just got this bad feeling... hmm try to upday mroe soon =)

happy New Year

2006-01-04T07:33:00.000-08:00

hmmm haven been updating my blog for like so long... sorry ya.. damn busy with my life lol... on the 2nd this onth is my bdae.. wahaha damn happy that day.. this is my 1st bdae with my dear.. hmmm yar will have many more with him de *wink before that was the count down n stuff at tantric damn busy with work don even have enough time to slp n eat.. haiz dear must be felf alone during that time.. don worry dear i will mak up wat i have done.. count down was great everyone is having fun tantirc is like so pack.. hahaha that is like sooo cool... did i said dear come down to tantric durign xmas hahaha damn busy too.. hope dear got enjoy himself during this time.. well new yr have start let hope this year will be better for everyone.. 21 yr old liao le must learn how to think n stuff yes i m a grown up guy liao le.. dear don worry i will work hard n save up for u :) love the strawberry u made it for mi keke thank u o much dear... hmmm wat else i forget to write? oh yar dear made lunch for mi today lol so nice lo ... even my mum said is very nice thank u so much muack i love it alot... today we tot we can go for a swim of suntan but end up stay at home for the whole day.. rain rain rain forever haiz lol but i hope he will not feel sianz at my place lo.. dear help mi dye my hair too haha i onli can let ppl that i trust touch my hair lo.. see dear i love u so much :) tired liao le will update more soon :) nite nite

Merry xmas to everyone

2005-12-25T22:54:00.000-08:00

xmas is a season of joy~!! kinda of have a nosiy xmas this yr.. lol had alot of fun.. raine n dear went over my place n cook for xmas dinner.. alot of mess but we had fun cooking watching tv talk rot.. hahaha levis n kelvin din join mi this yr as they going to wilson place for another party.. hmmm i m the one not going down ya hmmm so i hope they understand why lo.. haha anyway after dinner we went down to city hall.. was looking for a way in to MS but the place is all shut up .. end up we went to orchard.. hmm ktv is fun.. lot of singing n dramma everything turn up very fun yesterday.. really hope everyone enjoy themself.. this is my 1st xmas i spent with dear dear.. hmm don worry ya there are mroe xmas for us le.. lot of thing happen to my frenz i donno why is kelvin alway the one get hurt.. hmmm raine too hmmm let hope everything will end soon bah.. really don wna to see my closest frenz to gt any more hurt.. i think they had enough of everything le.. try to forgive n forget bah.. something are onli a misunderstanding let don get thing worse .. yaWn wak up just ot write blog now it time to go back to slp ... Merry xmas once again :)

Xmaz~!!!

2005-12-22T20:34:00.000-08:00

short blog rushing out for high tea... yesterday went to watch show with dear... guess wat he give mi a FOSSIL watch argh make mi tear lo stresss but i love it alot don anyhow waste oney on mi liao le dear muack love u

Xmas~!!!!

2005-12-20T23:19:00.000-08:00

wahaha Xmas is coming so happy lol...dear is sick yesterday day... hai silly boi donno how to look after urself sia..feel abit the useless cause cant look after him ... i will work hard to make our dream came true... argh... strill donno wan ot buy wat for him .. stress can.. boss daniel is out of town.. haiz alway so busy.. donno wat to said better make it for Xmas sia.. tantric was fun getting more n more busy each day.. miss my dear alot haha but it ok gonna to see him soon liao le muack

10 more days to NEW YEAR

2005-12-15T23:30:00.000-08:00

wahaha any more last wish for this yr.. wow 2005 realli fly fast haha i mhappy that i got everything liao le hmmm no mroe to ask for just hope everythign will be the same in 2006 .. nothing to write le.. see ya

time fly fast....

2005-12-13T07:17:00.000-08:00

Time really fast fly...hahaha this Yr really fly damn fast.. so fast dec liao le.. hmmm me n dear is already 6 month together liao le.. hmmm been with kelvin n levis already 1 yr plus liao le.. wow still remeber how i 1st know them.. haha kelvin 1st time see him shy shy like that.. levis also.. haha Raine lei hmmm damn funny all the good time together.. yar got fight n stuff but in the end e are stuill together.. thank u guy for been with mi thru the ups n down in our life.. YES Darrly lee n Alvin tan is out of my life.. Sad? yes but i guess thing happen for a reason bar.. hmmm my dEAr? hahah 1st time saw him he also shy shy like that..hahah never tot that he is my guy.. but now he is my guy love him so much.. been thru alot with him.. hahah silly boi .. thank for everything u done for mi .. melb is fun..i m going back next yr in march n sept.. lol... THANK U all to be in my life be it is good or bad...

Blog BLog Blog .....

2005-12-07T23:03:00.000-08:00

wahaha haven been updateing my blog for sooo long.. well everythign is doing fine here.. haha love my dear more n more each days.. yes we do fight hmmm but every R/s also got up n down... the most importance is that we face the problem together lo.. argh working life make mi look so old.. damn tired hahaha this saturdayis our 6th month liao le... time really fly so fast.. wahaha donno wanna to get wat for him sia.. xmaz then new year this month i m goin gto be like so broke.. hahah next month jeremy melb frenz is back in singpaore haha can go drink with her.. she is a funny gal sia hahahah ok la need to go n wash up haha latter meet dear late again ll...

dear dear

2005-11-29T06:06:00.000-08:00

hmmm dear feeling down now a days..howl iek that it make mi very worry for him.. how how i trying my best to work hard to give him everything ....haiz dear give mi time .. i m saving up now will wanna to brign u everythign dear.. muack i love u

wat a tired weekend

2005-11-27T14:28:00.000-08:00

tired... sick like for four days.. din go to my day job was resting at hoem feel so bad.. hazi well next week i will work even harder to make up all of that.. hmmm friday is busy.. saturday worse.. some farker put some broken glass n hurt one of my barman.. stresss blood was like all over.. luckly i din cut my hand.. today even worse gto event need to be there by 5 pm till 3 am tomolo got work in the morning stress. ... haha but i know i can make it de la.. nothing can stop mi de.. feel very bad din really have much time for dear dear..hmmmm well will think of something de.. wahaah dec coming haha looking forward.. last month of the year.. YAY~!! xmaz~!!! then new yr .. wahahah then my BDAE ..MY 21st BDAE... haha think too much liao le .. tired...

LV

2005-11-22T12:24:00.000-08:00

hmmm haven been updateing my blog .. busy with work.. haha everything was good.. hmmm fall a sick.. argh i hate to be sick.. lying on my bed almost the whole day.. argh.. dinhave much time to pei dear.. hope he understand .. well dear vist mi last nite.. donno why wheni see him i feel so much better muack.. oh.. we brought a dog n his name is called LV hahaha cute n noti dog cant stand him. run here n there ..day time donno y he likes to slp but a tnite .. he make so much noise run here n there lol.. so cuteeee but my dear is cuter.. haha at lest we have a dog.. hmmm wats next hmmm save up for a house liao le . muack ihave faith that we can do it together..

stresss.........

2005-11-18T13:03:00.000-08:00

ARGH.. dear dear now very stress i guess.. haiz now a day weird weird de.. keep show mi face n stuff.. haiz.. i think u are under alot of stress bah.. due to work n family.. hmmmmm wonder wat i can do for u dear..
haven been spenting much time together that y u anyhow think again.. silly boi i said it one more time.. no matter wat happen nothing going to change my mind... get it.. so remeber when u are stress up again take out our melb pic n look .. don give mi face n bring hurt to us ok .. silly boi :P

long day~!!!

2005-11-17T14:12:00.000-08:00

yesterday ihad a very long day sia.. tired but fun... meet up with khee guan around 12.30 hahaha i late again.. wats new.. hahah went for two meeting .. luckly not str in a row.. damn hot n tired.. but the whole thing is fun .. know who is who.. hmmm learn abit more.. i feel i abit the useless lol.. don seem to nderstand enuff .. haizz.. have to try my best to learn as much as i can after all i m pay to do that.. don wish to let daniel down.. arghhh after that meet dear for dinner.. haiz he had a very bad day .. so many ppl bully him.. in the 1st place i never like the idea of him go work .. he is here for a holiday.. but the tupit ass parent wanna him to work.. that not all still DARE to nag at him when he come back from work.. i was like thinking if my mum dare to nag at mi i sure said her de.. " HAO NAG MAR" really wanna thing to be ok for him .. don wan he to suffer.. argh at nite tantric have nothing much to do.. sit around clean my bar.. check my stock hmmmm nothing much liao le.. Yawn miss Levis Kelvin Raine.. haven been seeing them.. but i miss dear more.. haiz still cant belive that he is working now.. well as long u are happy i m happy.. so pls be happy for mi :)

blog blog blog ....

2005-11-14T11:27:00.000-08:00

haven not been updateing my blog for some time.. Yawn i belive that some ppl out there also got read my blog.. wahahha anyway my 5th month with dear have just over.. everythign tun out great that dat.. lol... had alot of fun.. went to meet at suntec dear buy for mi flower i was like OMG .. hahah noone buy for mi flower before in my whole life .. haha thank u dear... we walk around then go back hotel .. hmmm went tantric n see ah zhen doing show.. hahah very nice.. dear got us a photoalbum.. we put all our melb photo together at nite.. hahah so sweet. muack lovw u dear.. hmmm saturday was busy very busy...Tantricx full house sia lol.... after work go to maxwell had supper .. hmm din go clubing ... nothign much to update liao le.. hmmm tryign to take more pic to put in my blog.. hhah too boring liao le....

happy 5th month

2005-11-11T23:09:00.000-08:00

time really fly fast hahah we are together for five month liao le.. thank u dear for everythign u done for mi ... five month is not long hahah i wan a live time with u my dear muack love u alway .. argh still donno wat to get for u stress can wahahahaha muack going out liao le
muack love u dear

work work work

2005-11-09T14:04:00.000-08:00

wahaha have started my day job liao le .. work hard now need to earn as much as i can .. since i m still young i wan to earn as much money as i can.. i wan to let dear to enjoy life.. i wan everything we promise to come true... haha i know is hard but i will try... anyway work life is not as easy as i tot. need to learn so many new things.. hahaa but the best thing is that i n dear dear is working under bulilding.. Yeah~! hahah i try to maek dear happy but somehow he is still unhappy ... stresss wat can i do more to make him happy ...don worry i will still try to make dear happy lolxxxxxx alrite back to read all my work today ...

Nite safari

2005-11-04T02:22:00.000-08:00

wahahaha had alot of fun today.. meet up with raine went shopping haha brought myself another clinque happy ... haha i m the a clinique fans lo lolXxxxx... wahahah then meet up with kelvin levis n gang.. haha had so much fun with dear by my side... haha yar.. nite safri was fun .. thank to dear for been beside mi n protect mi from all the snake hahaha also to levis kelvin n gang to cheer plus scare each other in the ride hahah .. todat i know dear even better haha he don like mi feeding ppl..*pengz why i so silly... hahah sorry dear will not do that again whaahah.. tot can go to his place but his daddy don allow mi to go .. sob sob but he did send mi back home lol... aiyo took pic but donno how to upload to the computer lol.. need to wait for him to come to my place to upload it into my computer lo lol.xxxx that about all le.. need to go n bath to get ready to talk to dear dear.. wahaha wat i great day i had...

Last Day oF the month..

2005-10-31T14:02:00.000-08:00

at last today is the last day of this month hahah tomolo gonna to get my pay.. hmmm must know how to spent it.. dear is back i cant anyhow spent le.. haha don wan him to suffer i wan him to be happy .. lot of plan to do like hotel.. our 5th month etc... stresss haha nothing much to update.. haha went jurong point with dear yesterday SAW JACK RUSSEL is onli like 850 dear don seem like that dog hahah nvm we will look out for more .. now waiting for dear to come haha watch some carton together muack..

end of the month

2005-10-30T14:34:00.000-08:00

wahaha yesterday i had fun for the whole day.. meet up with dear... haha miss holding hand with ihm everywhere i go lolxx that not all give him a kiss lol he face turn so red argh~!! so cute.. went for a haiz cut.. both of us look good but he look better lol...hahaha i really love this feeling with him.. onli two of us.. noone seem to be around us.. ppl may talk but we don care.. haha love u so much dear.. i will not wan to live if u leave mi ... muack.. dear went down to tantric at nite wahahah make him his singapore sling.. lolxxx hope u like it.. plus that not all i put some stuff on my face haha look liek a cat.. wahahah raine was very nice hahah princess of ice lol... dear is now at my place hmmm update tomolo bah~!!!

at last...

2005-10-28T14:06:00.000-07:00

YaY~! dear is now on the plane on the way home hahah cant wait to see him back again lolxxXx.. muack lov u so much .. cant slp .. waiting for him to come back to my arms.. hahahah really miss u alot dear... so happy now .. wahahah... muacxk.. went out with kelvin last nite .. wahaha play pool sia .. thank to joe jie i learn abit more about pool wahahah... levis is still in camp today but is ok he is coming out tomolo morning,, very damn good mood today~!!!!! YAY~!!!

five day more

2005-10-24T13:51:00.000-07:00

whee~!!! in five day time i can see my dear liao le hahah time really fly fast.. haha three monh of waiting coming to the end liao le.. hmmm three month time alot of thing have happen .. got a nice job.. hmm still doing good with ym bf .. hmmm frenz come n go lol.. there are sad time n good time together..haiz but everythi gonna to be alrite when dear dear is back muack`!~! short blog hahah ....

one week more ..Whee~!~!

2005-10-21T03:12:00.000-07:00

dear dear is coming back in one week time.. oh my god ihaven get ready much thing for him to come back.. cant wait to see him again.. i need him by my side to keep mi going.. stresss don worry i will get ready the suprise before he is back.. levis got bf liao le hahah they are like so sweet so envy :p kelvin found someone too hahah happy for them really very happy.. last nite meet up with kelvin n raine at ps ... but bump into wilson ah yi too haha four of us went dinner at cystal jade hahaha after dinner went KTV wow kelvin voice is so nice lo .. wilson ah yi one is also good haiz onli mi .. my voice is like shitxXxx well i got tone deaf wat ... cant blame mi rite lol... nothing much to up date le hahah muack love u dear i gonna to take a nap now .. keke

10 days more

2005-10-18T05:12:00.000-07:00

haha.. my blog seem to count down alot of thing rite... hahah nothing much to write today.. knowing my dear is coming back i m so happy.. not feeling well last nite .. hahaha nothing much le.. update tomolo bah...

Monday blue

2005-10-17T12:41:00.000-07:00

Yawn.. wake up abit early today.. hmmm i found out that for this past two month without dear i have been going clubing alot.. as in almost every saturday i will go to club after work.. hmmm i think i have to stop thatle.. i wan to step out of everything and start a new world with my dear... yar club sometime can be fun but club to much le.. haiz talk too much too hahah time to keep my mouth shut hahaha... yes i m having monday blue now.. last nite went happy for a while.. go n see levis kelvin , raine gang... hmmmm i feel so out of place.. hahaah it time for mi to move on.. feel happy for levis n kelvin to find someone specail in their life.. er.. there is alway a good news n bad new rite .. hahah i still have kelvin n levis by my side but darryl have left mi long ago.. i tot i know him understand him but i m wrong.. very wrong... haiz till now he still don wan to talk.. yar.. wanted to make thing clear with him but he still don wish to talk... maybe i say maybe because he got bf liao le .. haiz darryl u know everytime u have bf u alway treat mi like dirt.. yar cant be bother of anything .. haiz... ALVIN i tot i can trust u .. YA till now no reply... HP down .. BUT u can call darryl about the money haiz.. i knwo u going to bKK this week .. but why no reply if u don wan to return at lest a sms or wat.. too many thing happy i wan to step out of everything to wait for dear to come back.. YES i cant be bother liao le .. u guy know wat u said n how much i trust u .. u guy have let mi down once again.. i m such a idot

Happy Bdae DEAR n Raine

2005-10-15T13:23:00.000-07:00

happy bdae to u , happy bdae to u , happy bdae to dear dear happy bdae to u :p hahaha
19 year ago a very cute baby was born this day .. guess wat this cute baby have become someone that is so importance to mi in my life.. haha thank god for everything yar.. wish i can be by his side but i know he is coming back le.. 13 days more i must bear with it .. i love u so much dear.. muack happy bdae.,,,,

16 days more..

2005-10-12T13:55:00.000-07:00

wahaha left with onli 16 days .. dear is coming back liao le YaY~! i m so happy hahah cant wait to see him soon.. haha yesterday went shopping n spent a bomb lol.. ssshhh brought him a shirt from esprit.. haha he love that brand hmm really hope he like the shirt i brought for him.. well he is very fussy over shirt de lo.. haha remeber i go melb shopping ask him to buy some he keep sayign none of the shirt he likes.. stress can hahahah.....going out soon haha doing a suprise for him .. haha spent alot on it too haha small wan but i really hope he likes it.. well been together for four month liao le i hope i bring him alot of happiness that he ex never give him.. >.< i love him so much sia.. his bdae is coming but i m not there with him .. haiz i hope i m there by his side.. but is ok he is coming back hahaha i will make it up lo ...went lunch yesterday with kelvin haha love that feeling goign out with ihm n stuff haha went ps after tat meet up with robin n da DA haha went to buy so many thing hahaha but again i never go out with kelvin for very long liao le.. haha tomolo meet kelvin up agian YAY~!! hahaha alrite time to get ready liao le need to meet robin to make suprise lol.. love u dear...

wHeE~!~! Happy 4Th Month ....

2005-10-11T23:44:00.000-07:00

WhEE~!~! happy 4th month dear :p haha time really fly fast rite.. so fast both of us have been together for four month liao le.thank for everythign .. haha i know u have been doing alot for mi dear.. thank alot..Yes we have a dream n both of us will be working hard toward it .. haha hurry up come back got alot of suprise for u .. hmmm been thinking should i change my blog like levis too? haha too MANY ppl know this blog too hahah but i ok i tihnk i never write more in here too.. well levis had his BB so happy for him hahaha about time he got his BB le .. kelvin hmmm hope he will find his soon .. somepple just wan to play nasty with u la .. just don bother.. true love will never be able to get buff by someone de.. haha kelvin n levis u understadn tat rite.. DEAr n Raine bdae is coming haha so happy donno wat to gwt n stuff.. stress can .. ok la now wait online for dear to come back .. *i love u DEar

Yay take ic le...

2005-10-10T14:00:00.000-07:00

yay .. very good mood today until something happy .. haha good new i got my ic back le haha it have been month that i never take it at all .. back to cmap this morning hahaha everyone seem busy haha yar BMT for 1 SIR 12th mono have started.. that mean 11th Mono 1 SIR have been over.. hahah great two year i have .. my unit got the BEST INFENTRY UNIT FOR WY04/05 haha so happy for it ... first n foremost ... hahahaha bad new.. DARRYL LEE sms mi today.. yar but guess wat he said : Alvin hp is down...He ask me to ask u.. Sigh i hate this ...i think he needs the money... If u dont wanna to transfer just say. I have been the middle man..this is wat he tell mi in the sms .. i put every singla work down.. never add or minus anything from it...1st thing i m very busy with my work n camp stuff BY TONITE I WANNA to transfer it okay.. alvin have got nothing to do with this .. this is between me n YOU* DARRYL LEE yar.. alvin sorry to transfer the cash late but i m really busy hope u understand.. DARRLY LEE back to u how cna u said thins like don wan to transfer then said .. i will help even though i don have enough alrtei .. at lest alvin need the money more then me now.. well u hsould know that well but u said thing like that.. when i saw that.. that it gal.. had enough .. ppl may bitch u but i don i will tell u str in ur face .. WHY U WILL SMS TAT.. watever it is u pissed mi off... don said is not ur fault or u donno wat m i piss at.. u have make this mistake 1000 time n u still don learn.. Raine 1st then Kelvin who is next? Me? is that wat sister is for ... Ya don think i donno how u got bf n stuff.. don wan to said this de but u make mi cannot stand it at all.. wat u done to kelvin.. don blame him alrite.. u alway break the bound in the end u will said it not u .. Alvin n me fight last time WHO START IT 1st don think i donno Yar... don wan to said more .. ask urself .. who have to blame ... n yar WE HAD ENOUGH since u got ur BF GOOD !!!
argh damn piss n i will never regret write this.. haiz hope the rest of my day gonna to be better .. no more darryl lee in my life anymore i m scare very scare....

22 days more.....

2005-10-06T07:01:00.000-07:00

been slping the whole day today... yar i waste my off day... haiz miss my dear alot.. yar really alot.. silly dear msg mi something so sweet.. yar i tear .. is good to miss u ... haiz..... well i know u scare i sianz sianz de but don worry now i eating supper then go n watch vcd then i go n slp le haha then can talk to u ealrier tomolo mar haha don worry for mi that much i know how to look after myself de... cause i know i m not alone liao le haha remember our promise and stuff muack i love u dear.. really i do ....

23 day more..

2005-10-05T12:30:00.000-07:00

y m i counting.. i tell myself now to count so that days will fly fast.. but why m i count haha funny rite.. but i guess that wat love all about.. he is the 1st guy that i m so madly in love with.. together almost four month .. but our love is still that strong...cant belive i found my right guy at last.. i take so long to find him.. hahaha .. last nite was alrite.. rain rain rain forever hahaah cold but not as cold in melb.. haiz .. miss melb live alot hahah silly rite..suprise for him whn he is back hahaha make mi think alot about that haha love to see his smile hahaha wan him to feel that i do love him alot... wahaha yes i m a love fool .. i will do anythign in the name of love .. ..>.< going out with robin latter haha buy shoes.. haha nice weather today not too sunny or rain haha let hope when dear come bck the weather is like that too kekeke... alrite donno wat to write liao le ...

love u dear....

24 day more...

2005-10-04T14:24:00.000-07:00

YaWn wake up a bit late today.. last nite went back to work .. haiz everything was in a mess.. stres can my 1st day i spent most of my rtime clearing up all the mess.. worse they ask mi to go backstage for two day.. i was like NO...how can i go over when evrything here is not ready .. haha that is the sad part of my 1st day bah... well miss my dear alot haha dream of having dinner with u in somewhere haha cant remember liao le... but don worry gonna to see u in 24 days time haha time really fly hahaha 7 days more is our 4th month... hahahaha love u dear... yesterday went out with darryl .. haha everythign was good had coffee n dinner.. watch a lame movies call donno wat wife hahahah so lame ca i almost fall a slp hahahaha.. but watch movies witgh dear haha i will never slp de lo if the show is bored i just look at him can liao le *wink ... waiting for my dear to come home liao le .. gtg *gone

26 day from now

2005-10-03T22:36:00.000-07:00

Yawn wake up very early hmmm must be used to the melb timing sia... haiz wake up but u are not by my side .. feel funny .. haha too used to the melb trip le.. next year i m going down twice .. don care hahhaha.. pack all my stuff le.. seem that i buy alot of thing but hor not reall lei hahaha is enough for mi liao le.. dear u must go n eat mroe food yardon say u wan to diet of wat.. not good .. miss ur smell haahaa but i know i gonna to see u soon .. mon i going to take my ic my clerk just sms said meet mi on mon to take ic together hahaha so cool rite.. at last sia .. i wan to change my blog design haha must wait till my dear free to do it for mi .. till now i still don really noe how to do this.. levis got bf darryl got bf le that a good newws so happy for them at lest they are as happy as mi liao le.. muack .. i wan to get marry by 25 don care hahaa *hint dear u know wat to do le hor must study hard hor .. meanwhile i will be working hard too.. meet up with darryl latter for diiner haha so cool long time never go ut with darryl alone liao le .. he must have alot fo thing to talk to mi bah..haha dear is back home le time to talk to him online... see ya

back in singapore ...

2005-10-03T00:33:00.000-07:00

11day have just past so fast... hmmm suddenly something is missing in my life.. i miss u so much dear thank for everything u done for mi during the 11day.. this is the best day in my life.. yar .. i miss u alot.. hope u rest well .. cook more food.. i hope i got teach u to cook more then pasta.. nothing can express how i feel now.. i wan to be by ur side ... but again i know u are the guy that i gonna to spent the rest of my life with... haiz muack i love u dear.. Darryl now got bf liao le.. they are so sweet... haiz make mi miss u more .. but is ok cause i know i gonna to see u soon .. 26 day more.. i will work hard for our future... love u alway... *muack

shopping shopping

2005-09-29T21:15:00.000-07:00

wahahah just come back from a tour wahaha nice places i went to hmmmm hanging rock... bullshit lo the rock is not hanging at all ... went to some spa .. feel so cool ... lol but the weather is like onli 13 sia... n i never bring enough shirt...*stresss hahaah have been cooking for my dear dear .. keke if u wan to see the pic can go to my dear link lo ... he put up all the pic so no point for mi to put up here >.< *lazy hahaaha.. lopve the feeling here well but i miss singapore too hahahah wtf rite i now on a hoilday hahahaah i have been shopping alot too window shopping hor i not that rich lol... donno wat to write le *yawn

cold!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-09-24T23:27:00.000-07:00

wahaaah 2nd day in melb .. the weather is like sooo cold hahaah went to alot fo place yesterday... haha brought alot of stuff... nothing compare to singapore .. the onli thing nice here is that dear is alway beside mi.. wake up early in the morning he is just hugging mi ... haha love that feeling.. last nite we went to casino BUT i forget to bring my passport haiz end up walking around.. hmmm well will wanna to try again soon bah... hahaha time here fly very fast sia stresss haha i wan my hoilday to go as slow as it can... but i miss my frenz tooo muack love u guy thank for being there for mi ... u know who u are... haahahah back to shopping liao le ... haha will upload picture soon .. *gone

YAY!! in melb now

2005-09-23T11:00:00.000-07:00

wahaha i tell u guy i almost cant go in to the airoplane sia lol... was so late that the gate almost closing sia lol...anyway very happy that all seven of us got the chance to meet up n have dinner again ... so happy ... melb here is cooling ... love the weather so much hahaha dear was beside mi all the while ... the feeling so nice muack i love that feeling... haha gonna to start my shopping soon haha cant wait to walk around here.. gtg liao le shopping time !!!!

three more days to melb ~!

2005-09-19T14:06:00.000-07:00

YaY~! three more days to melb hahah cant wait for the day to come... Yar very fast de... yay tired .. but i know very fast i can rest with my dear beside mi le lol... miss levis darryl kelvin gary alvin n raine alot.. haiz hope to see them before i fly off lol... i will wirte more tomolo ... muack i love u dear..

raining Day

2005-09-15T16:10:00.000-07:00

Yawn ... donno why i will wake up .. hmm outside now raining .. i should have been slping .. maybe i miss utoo much dear... wahaha last nite went ktv with kelvin n gang... simon really good at sing sia... haha i onli sing two song ... hmmm reach home at seven so tired... but i know it gonna be over soon.. next week i m going to melb to find dear dear le... so happy sia... even in my dream i also can see that... wahahaha i love u so much dear... hope u understand how i feel now muack ... nothing much to wrtie le .. *gone*

9 days more to melb....

2005-09-14T04:13:00.000-07:00

YaY~! 9 more day to see u dear lolxxxx....cant wait to see u lolxxx...tired over work....haha but i know i will enjoy myself when i m with u ... hmmm i don think i can meet darryl n gang this sunday bah.. need to work ... sianzZzz. Ya learn to get over some stuff le.. well but it will alway be in my heart... need to save up to buy a dog lol.. did i tell u guy the name is called LV lol... life have been doing great for mi .. but ppl around mi don seem so well.. like robin hmmm don worry at lest u found out that ur bf cheat on u ar.. haha god will do something with him de... darryl don even know wat u r thinking... kelvin happy that everthing is back to normal for u .. LEVIS GARY ALVIN cant wait to see u guy again lol... dear haha i gonna to see u soon le ... muack ...argh donno wat to write hmmmm this will be a short blog lo .. see ya

Happy 3nd Month~!~!~!`

2005-09-11T05:40:00.000-07:00

YaY~! today is our 3rd month together sia... hahah ben thru alot n yes our feeling toward each other is still that stronge.. hmmmm don worry dear will go to melb n be with u .. we are so gonna to have a lot of fun in melb hahaha both of us need a break sia hahaa away from everything .... oh remember i said i wanna to buy a dog .. n i donno wan to name the dog wat... haha i have make up my mind le.. i so gonna to name it LV hahaha muack love u dear.. lot of thing happen this week i donno wat to said n do .. haha let hope time wil let mi know wat to do bah.. short blog tired donno wat to write ... I love u dear .. u are my everything ....

11 days more to melb

2005-09-10T14:22:00.000-07:00

YaY~!~! 11 days more to see my Dear .. yesterday got some silly problem with him .. well i hope it will never ever will happen... for darryl case till now i donno wat to said ... hmmm feel lost now nvm will get over it soon i hope... today can meet up with kelvin n levis so looking forward for tat...been a bartender seem so busy with work n stuff.. haha i hope i can be as fast as jonny .. i know it wqill take some time bah.. Benny did help mi alot .. colin also help mi in my bar thin n stuff thank alot pals... i wanna to buy a dog ... below the pic is the dog i wan to buy n it belong to my dear n me ...

wat name to be given to it .. any idea wahahaha.... >.<~!

UpSet ? unhappy ? haiz....

2005-09-09T13:52:00.000-07:00

i don even know wat m i doing now.... hmmm i tot i tell darryl that i have paid his bill but why he don trust mi in that.. this morning is call mi n ask again .. i din pick up cause i m slping .. but he msg my dear n tell him .. wahaah wat more can i said .. darryl i do trust u alrite.. everything u said i belive in u ... i know u wan to comfrim if the bill is paid hahah but now i also learn something from it.. maybe after all u still don trust mi bah ... nah is alrite... trust is something which is hard to gain.. hmmm n i saw wat dear msg mi even break my heart.. haha been crying over it till now yes i m silly but watever dear said to mi it matter.. the sms goes like Dear darryl is going to court if u don paid his bill~!~! i was like WTH i know n i told u i already paid the bill hmm Y u guy don trust mi at all... i will not let anyone to get in troulbe because of me .. but Y u as my BF also don understand mi that.. i m nt angry .. yar cant sense any heat in mi but when i see that my tear start to drop... over this past tow month to three DID I GET ANY OF MY FRENZ IN TROUBLE? haiz i really miss kelvin alot .. he know mi so well.. yar i know u guy will said is a small matter don be silly but to mi is all about how u guy have treat mi .. as wat kelvin said thing happen for a reason.. u have no idae how upset i get now... kelvin u might never read this but i hope that u really trust mi in watever way .. yar levis too ... u two are really close to mi ... darryl might be close but ... nvm n yar dear tell darryl about how i get the money to pay the bill... small matter but i don really like that idea of tell ppl about my life.. i rather darryl come n ask mi that... i all over.. i m sad yar Drama or watever.. but u guy have no idea how much i felt... two of my close ppl in my life question mi ... yar... tear just cant stop coming down .. well Dear leave mi alone 1st ....Darryl too i wanna to think something thru ... sorry maybe from the start i m all alone ...

complain~!~!~

2005-09-07T16:55:00.000-07:00

hahaha got complain by dear that i din update my blog hmmmm.. got so long meh.. donno wat to write... yar.. keep dreaming of going to melb lo... haha cant wait to go there...hmmm been working over tat tantric le... wahahah cooler place.. today ricole will be leaving to thailand to start having holiday with someone hahaha so envy rite lol... but no worries mty turn soon yaY`!~!~! dear have plan a tour for me when i m at melb wahahah so happy hmmm but he spent alot on it .. but deep down my hear i m really very happy n thankful for all the thing he have done for mi .. thank u dear... hmmmm hope to have my pic upload soon haha cant wait to let u guy see the pic i took on the even BACK TO SCH lolxXxx... darryl Jie pls take a break hmmm u really need a break from EVERYTHING... YAr everything ... u are very tired liao le.. Levis hahah cant wait to see u again.. kelvin do i need to said much hahah u are the best brother i have... gary alvin long time never see u le hope u are doing great... i have faith in u guys.. Raine mei hahaha ur bdae coming liao le hahaha be rady for the big party Yar~!~!~! haha lastly Dear i will Alway be there for u ... that one thign for sure... muack ...

Yawn .....

2005-09-05T13:55:00.000-07:00

Yawn .... Very tired... haha have not been taking any off till now... wahaha i m like sooo tired ... but is ok hmmmm i know i m going over to melb to rest le ... hmmmm miss my dear n my frenz alot... have not been talking to them much now a days... very busy with work n stuff... funny rite... anyway just done with the event at tantric.. hmmmm BACK TO SCHOOL ... hahah it turn out very good... hmmmm that day we are soo busy till i forget how to make my own drink ... wahahah don worry when i got the pic i will upload everything soon ... all of us look so CUTE.. yar .. all in uniform hahaha so boy ...last weekend din meet up with kelvin levis or even darryl ,,, miss u guy so much... don think this sunday i can take off... ricole went to thailand so i have to work till he is back....don worry guy i will make up to u on the 18th this month.. hmmm kind of looking forward for that.. oh yar next month still got raine bdae... hmmm so many thing coming up le... today is my last day in backstage bar tomolo onward i will be working at tanric hmmmm a new begaining in my life.. Yawn tired liao le time to go back to slp .. miss u dear.. Yawn so much hahah hope to hug u in my bed to slp .. muack

Thank u so much for everything

2005-09-01T14:08:00.000-07:00

hmmm haven been updating my blog for so long ... haha got complain by some ppl n my Dear wahahahah sorry guys.. been busy with work .. haha life for me for the past few day still the same nothing new... go to work .. talk to dear hmmmm nothing much... anyway went party party with benny on monday i think wahaha is alfred BDAE that y we go out to party hmmmm MOnday where can we go ... yes we went to club RAV where else .. hahaha victor tag alone with us.. had fun that nite hmmm been drinking coke for the whole nite sia.. lol.....
hmmmm misss my dear alot alot... Yes i m silly hahaha but i also miss levis darrly kelvin alot tooo hmmm but deep dow i also miss gary alvin n raine... cant wait to see them soon... i hope is real soon bah... today is the 1st of this month.. yeah i going over to melb on the 22th of this month.... wahaaha which is sooon ... i willnot forget to get u guy some stuff from melb de la after all i got a rich BF *joking lol..... will be post to tantric starting from monday i guess.. hahah cant wait to work there ... hope will be much fun ... Sadly jonny "darling' gonna to go in NS le ... hahaha but i hope we can still keep the bond stronge even if u are not around... hmmmm now i must thank everyone to make my life to happy for mi ... thank benny to be there for mi even though i know u will never read this ... thank levis darryl kelvin gary alvin raine to be by my side thru all my dark time in life... esp DARRYL JIE u stand by me no matter wat happen .. THANK U ... hahhaha DEAR no need to said more u are alway the best... wahahaha... i hope i can be a light for all of u guy thru ur dark time in ur life... just give mi a call n i will be there .... kelvin remember that... u are luckly there are many ppl really care for u ... YES i will not ask u about ur love life thing anymore .. cause i know u know wat u are doing...*hug... don think this weekend i gonna to see u guys.. busy hahaha super long day on saturday waahahah but sunday i off ... hmmmm hope to see u guy... i think i have write long enough liao le... gtg liao le KEEP IN TOUCH AR.... :P

I need u so much

2005-08-27T14:08:00.000-07:00

Dear u have no idea how much i need u n miss u ... haha where i go i alway remind myself never get into trouble..Yes i need to protect myself 1st then i can protect u .. i wa nu to stay away from all harm.. i wan u to be safe ... Yes i love u ... wahaha
last nite Very busy at work .. i been looking after a area of two places.. wahaah so tired .. run here n there like dog like that.. Wait i tot i m a dog.. hahaha anyway kelvin levis and darryl come over to my workplace hmmm so happy to see them.. levis drink singapore sling.. kelvin drink blue spin hmm darrly ar alway the same drink baliey with milk....hmmm but seein gthem there make me so happy...some ppl piss mi off at work ... haiz why must HE do n said thing like that.... cant forget... nvm anyway the life is his... after work went maxwell n find kelvin ... haha he is so drunk wahahah but is ok .. levis darryl kelvin n me just sit by the road .. hahaha spent some great time together.... hahaha i miss that soooo much .... hahahaha but end of the day i miss my DEar more .. cant wait to see him soon...muack love u dear.....

Thank god for everything ,,,

2005-08-25T14:46:00.000-07:00

Yay~! i brought my air tickect to melb le...hmm is cost mi about $776 hmmmmm 468 airticket then the rest is the extra bah.... wahahahah anyway From today onward i m a BARMAN le... hahahaha will be working At tantirc onli not longer at backstage..... while wat can i ask more .. i got a lovly BF a good job a family a group of good frenz.... thank god for all this.... Dear i miss u sooo much.... u gonna to see mi soon ... haha anyway i will be leaving singapore on the 22 n be back to singapore on the 2 of oct... mean while i gonna to spent time with u DEAR... muack love u alway

29 day to melb

2005-08-23T13:10:00.000-07:00

wahaha gonna to book my ticket latter at mango travel.... i onli hope they have ticket on that dates i wan.... hmmm i wan to go there ASAP .. worry for dear... i hope he will be ok .. i know he wan mi by his side.. that y i tryig my very best to go there ASAP.. dear hope u understand that.... hmmm really busy for the past few day.. haha busy with my bar... hmmmm been a barman not easy at all.. need to know all the drink and stuff... hahah anyway next weekend tantric going to have a event call : BACK TO SCHOOL... wahaha i m looking forward for that... haha wear all the cute uniform hahaha so porn rite ... haha but i turn out good in the photo shoots.. *bleah.... hahha back to slp le tired ...

Lost now....

2005-08-22T03:16:00.000-07:00

Yes i now in a lost... Dear just make mi break down.... haiz Why must thing be this way... i really hope thing will be back to normal .. i wan everything to be fine... sorry.... but i love u alot...
last nite went out with kelvin n gang... watch the show seven sword.... abit crapy .. but the guy all very nice .. other then the old wan la... went for dinner at ms... i tell u the food there are damn good... gonna to bring dear there to eat when he is back .. :P next went to whynot.. hahaha so quiet not so many ppl there but kelvin n mi chill out n talk rot haha act DIVA haha can dance like no one care... but in the end Dear feel something over it ... well thing happan for a reason .. yar.. i guess it will make us stronger together bah.... muack ... DARRYL HAVE NOT BEEN CALL MI FOR THE PAST FEW DAY.......

Silly Dear

2005-08-18T13:35:00.000-07:00

hmmmm... dear wake up in the middle of the nite to call mi ... haha he miss mi soooooooo much that he cant slp... silly dear...i miss u alot too.. but i know life still goes on .. i need to work for cash... u need to study... haah why worry i will be in melb in no time... *bleach silly boi...Yes u are silly But I LOVE U :P
last nite went back home real late... hahah went out with benny n jonny... spent our nite at MR BEAn lol .. how salah can we be ... three AJ at town ... hahaha so funny ... talk alot .. had alot of fun ... thank gals.... haha well thing between three of us are closer now ... hope this will not make dear jelouz.... Darryl i tot u said wan to call mi .. i m still waiting sia......... got ppl give mi a new shoes wahahah nike sia... THANK JAson... .....
hmmm... life now for mi is getting better ,..... thank god for all this ... hmmm pls don take that away from mi .... i belive in wat my dear said ... our love will last ... u make mi see forever.. Yawn need to go n get readay for work le.. update more tomolo .. *huggies

HeadAcH`!~!

2005-08-17T16:00:00.000-07:00

Planing for melb now... wahaha never know going oversea need to plan for sooo many thing sia... wahahaha stresss but i belive we can make it thru.. been planing this for very long le.. hmmmm well we see how thing goes bah.. let hope everything will be fine...
wahahaha
never take any off day for the past weeks ... wahaha so tired but life still goes on ... hmmm this sunday donno wan to take off anot... hmmm stresss but i belive i will not wan to take haha then i got four day extra in my hand le ... wahahaha... i m a bartender liao le ... don play play ar i know how to make alot of drink ... wahahaah i m so happy that i learn so much for the past three month ..thank to all the staff at BACKSTAGE and TANTRIC...*hug....

A world of our own.....

2005-08-16T14:00:00.000-07:00

Wahahah read my dear blog ...... hmmm he think alot about our future ...well is a good thing to think about but never stress over it... after all is future lol... We wan a place to stay together when we are 25+ or 26 lol... i belive we can de...hmmmm in one way or another we can lo.... silly dear .... haha Last nite at work miss u soooooooo much... remember everything little thing we have together... go down town together,holding hand in the street like no one care,watching movies,thinking where to eat n stuff... many more.... hahaha yes i knwo i m silly but i do miss u sooooo much.. i belive u know that too :P no worries going to melb soon liao le hahaha.... miss u dear
DARRYL JIE : PengZ donno where u have gone for sooo long ... yes onli a few day but is long to mi le... u said will sms n call mi EVERYDAY hor.... u knwo how much i worry anot... pengZ.....

NEW PROFILE..

2005-08-15T05:38:00.000-07:00

hahaha nothing to write for today...very blur just woke up... below is my new profile with my dear :P

Work Forever~!~!~!

2005-08-14T14:32:00.000-07:00

hmmm... din update my blog yesterday... went out with my bartender... went for movies n stuff.. wahahah really din not go out for sooo long... hahaah enjoy myself but at the same time also spent alot.. haiz.. luckly i can still make it to the end of the month....Dear is jelouz over that... haha crazy rite... but i know how he feel.... it ok la ... we got a lifetime to go out together...Silly Dear....
we watch The land of the dead... hmm nice show bah ... hahah was wishing that beside mi is my Dear ..haha but is ok la... hmmm saw his blog about his plan B ... hahah how can that work .. haaha got so many thing to do when u are back .. KTV , Movies,Shopping,and alot more hahaha is ok wan de... if ur parent don give u money for it then nvm hahaha we got our way mar... i can put a side some cash every month.. i belive will be enough to go oversea to have fun... maybe not around my Bdae bah... hahah let don worry about that so much lo ... silly dear... muack i love u for wat u are so money is not the main point of everything.. as long u are beside mi i m happy le.. no matter where we are... get wat i trying to said... don think too much.. let fate decide for us.. if i can go to melb to find u .. wat is Thailand to mi ... lol.. get it anot? hahaha been tryign to plan alot of thing but i know my plan can onli work when u are with mi ... haha been working for the past 15 Days without take any off le... very tired but each time i think of u .. everything will be fine le.... that how much i love u ....u are just like my life... really ... cant do without u .. hope u know wat i m trying to said....
PS. i will never do anything funny behind ur back... trust mi dear

Blog BLog Blog .....

2005-08-12T14:28:00.000-07:00

Pengz.. don really know wat to write ... feel lost... haha not really lost but too lazy for anything.... all i wan now is to be by my dear side ... keke which is melb... hahah saving really hard.... must keep up my good work... Darryl u must also keep up ur good work hor... pengZ ... got so many thing happen in my life rite now... thank god for that... lovly BF ... NICE n COOL FRENZ... u guy know who u are la.... what else more coming up.... hahaha try to be a bartander... i know is gonna to be hard but u will try my best .. will not let u guy down de.... hmmmmm been really think hard wat to write in this blog.... about my life or my feeling toward all thing.... hahah FARK it la i will write both ... last nite again i make about 12-14 singapore sling... who the hell drink so much.... haha but i m really happy to hear comment by them saying is very nice drink ... donno real anot ... but i good to hear such thing ..... do my daily closing n stuff... guess wat i found ... eeee... pest~!~! alot of ant ect... found their nest... i was like eeeEEee.... haha i hope they will clear it up before i goes back there to work.... .
stresss today i will be doing BAR again at tanric but diff this time NO more jonny .. all by myself ... i hope everything will turn out good ... this will be a test for mi bah.... haha slpy le wanna to slp to get ready for tonite ..muack love u dear....

Happy 2nd Month~!~!~!`

2005-08-11T04:33:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 2nd MONTH ~!~!~! i hope this two month i brought u alot of happiness .... hmmm we have learn alot about each other during this two month... hahah so happy that our feeling is still that stronge toward each other.....i love u alot dear .... really alot .. u have no idea howmuch i love u .....hahah will be there for our fouth month .... kekeke cant wait to see u .....hahaha donno wat to write le ... hahaha i hope u understand wat m i trying to saids..... MUack ....
Darryl don worry too much i will be there for u no matter wat.. i belive kelvin , levis they all will be there for u tooo.... hahaha donno wat to write le so tired agian hahaha i wna to slp ........ muack~!~!~!

One more day to......

2005-08-10T04:11:00.000-07:00

wahahaha one more day to my BIG Day with my Dear... so fast two month just fly like that... YEs two month is short but we have face all kind of problem together...haha but we are working hard to build our future... hmmmm sound like building a nation together ... hahah we are building our own world .. name call Je[R]oy ............ hmmmm past few day dear donno why feeling low i hope thing are better for him liao le ... Yes i m tired from work ... no off........ no movies ... got nothing.......... but i m happy cause i know end of the day i m doing it all for u ......... hahah we got a strong foundation ... that good noone or nothing going to destory that..... envy of other.. yes but we learn from our mistake never take thign for granted ........wahahaha miss u sooooooo much ......... been busy for thepast few days because of the tantric event... below are some pic taken from the event... ARgh so GAYyyyyy....

I m so Sorry

2005-08-09T14:40:00.000-07:00

Really don mean that.... i really donno that u will feel that way... next time when i wan to stayover at whoever place i will ask u before i go over... i m so sorry... last nite benny was in a very bad mood so jonnny n mi went over to cheer him up... now then i reach home ... so tired... but deep down i miss u alot... yes is all my fault ... i m so sorry......... i will never do it anymore ... SORRY DEAR...
Last nite was the 1st nite i slp over with other ppl outside ... haha not doing anything funny but with my frenz.... hmmmm never tot i can talk so much with jonny ... done bar yesterday hmmmmm abit messy but i will try hard to improve myself .... learn a leason last nite ... before i do anything will sms my dear to let him know.....
Darryl u said u will meet mi at maxwell or whatever place but u go home 1st without even telling mi ... haiz wat happen to u now a day? hope u will tell mi more about it.... pls don said thing like too much thing in my or not in the rite stat of mind.....
go n take a nap now wake up n talk to my dear... sorry dear *pull Ear

17 days without You

2005-08-08T13:59:00.000-07:00

*sob is already 17 days that u left mi for studies ... time seem to fly very slow .. donno wat ... haha trying hard to keep myself busy to make time fly fast... hahah but i will still looking forward to go over melb to see you....wahahaha feeling too much le
last nite was like sooooooo tired hahaha need to get to workplace today by three again ... argh... don seem to have enough rest sia.... don even have enough time to talk to my dear online.... hahahah....... i miss him so much ... everything about him is in my mind... everywhere i go sure can see him there...... wahahah donno wat m i talking liao le ... Darryl also another wan ... humpf put my airoplane last nite.. but is ok la he is so blonde forever.... last nite after work went for supper at maxwell with benny n jonny .. kekeke saw kelvin joe n yoyoZ.. haha so happy to see them ... after all i can onli see them once a week ....
this morning when i got up .. i got something from my Dear .. make mi tear haha i m touch .. really touch ... haha thank u dear ,..... thank so much for everything ... muack ....

hahah very nice rite... my dear do it for mi .. hmmmm i haven do anythign yet.. maybe wait until i m free enough then i try to send him something tooo...
update tomolo bah ...

I Miss You ..........

2005-08-07T01:09:00.000-07:00

Wahahaha ... so long never write my blog le .. been very busy with work n stuff .... haha read my dear blog le .. hmmmm so touch .. noone write thign like that to mi before.. silly dear u got all the right to tell mi wat u don like mi to wear n stuff.... i also will tell u if i don like anything from u ... YES i know u don like ppl to tell u wat to do anot but again u are not any other ppl to tell mi ... U ARE MY BF... we are going to face one lifetime together.. so i need to know wat u like n dislike about mi ...hahaha i m easy to understand de.. kelvin n darryl can understand mi so well till we don even need to talk ... so don said i m hard to understand... i will try to understand u too ..haaha i belive we will be together for long long time.. wahahaaha so many ppl see ur blog hahaha luckly mine blog not much ppl see or else i shy la.. haha u noe that i never like that idea of writing a blog wat... hahha this blog is meant for u :P .... haha donno wat to write le update tomolo bah :) muack love u dear.. don cry liao le .. i wanna u to be happy :) I JUST WANNA TO BE HAPPY .. YeaH~!~!

8 weeks more to see u :P

2005-08-05T15:10:00.000-07:00

whee~!~! fridae is here again lol... 8 week more to see my dear in melb ...Cant wait for that .. can even dream of it .... hmmm is already 12days.. miss u so much hahah but i belive we can make it thru no matter wat... everyday wake up i m dying to go online to see u :P hahaha i sound so useless hahah but that trueeee without u i donno wat would i become .... enough of the love thingy liao le....
Darryl went to find me last nite ... wahahahaa she still look good i hope is real wan .. *bleah happy to see u ....well u better remember about our melb trip .. we NEED a hoilday lolxxxx......
yeah~!~! Fridae liao le hahah can see kelvin n gang ... hmmmm we onli can see each other like weekend onli lo .... cannot miss the chance to see them .... hahaha donno wat to write liao le .. below is my Dear lastest pic ...... SO HANDSOME rite !!!! cannot take it hahaha .. muack love u dear

So SiCK

2005-08-04T13:40:00.000-07:00

Argh ... having a very bad cold ... i think i fall a sick liao le ... love sick i guess... Yes i miss u alot .. everything in my life remind mi of u ... donno wherether u are sick or have u eaten ur meal .. haiz miss u alot i guess... haha but i belive u will not let mi worry for u >.<... Yawn no time to update my blog yesterday... wake up very early to meet my camp mate to go hospital ... wahaha close frenz in camp mar .. long time never go out with him liao le.. hahaah spent to whole day in town ..talking rot.. walking around ... haha but no shopping for mi = ( need to save up for melb.... Darryl Jie .. miss u soooooooo much long time never go out with u le ... Kelvin , Levis ,Raine ,Joe Chie too u guy also never call mi .... hahahaha
Dear never said i will suffer to go to melb.. yes i onli stay at home n no shopping .. but that to me means nothing....... u are my everything.......... staying at home i also can talk to u mar ..... so don worry for mi .. i will save up no matter wat~!~! trust mi ... when i fall in love i will give my all >.<........... muack love u dear .... hahaha there are so many importance ppl in my life now my frenz (Darryl,Kelvin,Levis,Raine,Gary Phua,Joe Chie and Ricole Kor) my DEAR Jeremy Ee Chao ......wahahahaha love u guy alot .... love my dear even more ... time for lunch then napppp hahaha up date tomolo lo :P

89 days more

2005-08-02T13:42:00.000-07:00

wahahahah ... keep count down for my dear to come back sia.. Got a Webcam today...argh so hard to use ... i use one hour to understand how to use... how blonde can i be ... Darryl jie today never even pick up my phone call .. *sOb *soB.. But it ok as long i know he is doing great can le... opps .. tomolo is BENNY Bdae ... wahahah 28 yo liao le hahha
going to give him a BIG Suprise hahahah getting him something shared with my dear too .. since he alway look after my dear when he is in singpore ..Dear must be in school now sia hahah hope he will tkae his lunch n stuff lo .. Yawn wake up Very early today.. went to Jurong point .. get my bank book done ...went to buy webcam ... but i forget to get something... argh need to get down tomolo to buy it ..... 9 more day to a BIG day .... hope u still remember wat day is it ... >.<>.< love u dEAr

90 days more ..

2005-08-01T16:00:00.000-07:00

wahahaha whole body now in pain..... thank to the badmintion session with aj channel ppl .. hmmmm really work out sia... ah bang la .. ball he cant catch he will ask mi to go n get it ... end up run here n there ... luckly we win .. IF NOT ... lolxxxx...talk to raine last nite online hmmm miss that feeling sooo much ... haven not been talking to her for so long ... wahahah happy to know that her life is doing great............ darryl also call mi .. hmmmm not doing very good i guess ..*sob ... alot of thign happen to him ... well i hope that everything will turn out great bah... no mroe plastic la ... u know i m talking to u rite ... i know u got read my blog tooo .. pls stop everything ... before thing get out of hand.. u know who u ARE..... bleah.... Whee~!~!!~ thing between my dear n mi are getting better each day...even though he is so far away but we seem to be together everyday ... donno why just got that feeling... haiz noti boi don listen to mi now sick liao le lar...... drink more water ... slp more... it ok that we don talk on the phone la i wan u to rest... for mi i also need to rest wahahaha got cold n cough liao le ... better rest more sia... just now my mum even ask for jeremy wahahaha see my mum love u so much ... not like ur PARENT......... anyway hope thing between ur parent n mi can be better lo ...... miss u so much hahah listen to our song everyday... stay at home n rest talk to u online ... hardly go out.. save up more for the trip... did i said i going to get a webcam soon .. wahahaha so u can see my ugly face online too ... muack ... yawn going to take my nap le wahahahah update u guy tomolo >.<~!

91 DayS more ...

2005-07-31T04:37:00.000-07:00

Wahahaha miss u so much Dear .. dream of u everynite ..... well looking forward to talk to u in the morning .. hahaha went over WHYNOT last nite .. hmmm After so long everything in Whynot still looks the same ... more new ppl bah.. well get used to all the bitching n plastic .. hahah but i will never be plastic lo .. when i dislike the person i will show it to him/her.. haha ppl that really know should know .. Soooooo pls don said ROY is PLASTIC... well went to look for darryl hmmmm had a bit of fun hahaha i still crazy over my song in WHYNOT sia hahahaha went over to maxwell after that.. haha see everyone there talking n having fun .. deep down my heart miss my dear alot how i wish he is here by my side .. *slap wat m i talking my dear is alway in my heart >.<
Raine sms mi too .. well .. that gal haven been smsing mi for a long time liao le .. really happy to saw ur msg gal.. although is Forward msg but i m still happy that u still treat mi as i Frenz? hahaha u are alway my sister sia... JoE chie was sick last ntie hmmmm hope he will recover fast bah .. i know the feeling of been sick de.. so shity lo ... Alvin is drunk again .. hahaha hope that she will not have any hang over bah... waahahaha really miss the days going out with my gang of frenz so much fun... PS la Movies la Maxwell la Whynot la hahahaha but for kelvin one more extra place to go together .... AMARA hahaha donno how to spell it la ... kelvin should knwo why lo ... hahahaha miss u guy so much .. miss my dear too wahahah happy with my life now .. THANK GOD for all the happen ... time to go for badmintion le hmmmm hopw to kill the extra FATS at my tummy there wahahahaha .... update tomolo bah >.<

92 days more ....

2005-07-30T15:21:00.000-07:00

wahahaha time really fly very slow.... dear left mi for onli one week ... wahahaah it seem like few month liao le ..PengZ .. But its ok hahaha going over to see him soon ... Yar saving up like fark to see my dear ... i remember he alway said having me is very ex.. cause i will alway be hungry .. As for u my dear .. see u more ex lo must buy air ticket to go over .. wahahaa joking ... i don mind saving up n stuff... all because of u .. i know is worth it.. hahah darryl jie is going with mi ..YEAh haha 1st time go oversea with her sia... wonder how it will be ... hop she will not be that blonde to bring mi to the wrong place sia... but one thing for sure .. i m going to have alot of fun .... with my dear n best sister by my side :p hahaha i m so happy with my life now... Got a group of REAL frenz ..(Levis,darryl,Kelvin,Joe and many more i guess ) No plastic frenz around me i hope ... haha got my love life right... haha found someone to spent my lifetime with .. haha he have prove it to mi liao le... no more worries .. hahah wat else can i ask for more .. .Thank god for all this wonderful thing in my life :)

93 Days More...........

2005-07-29T13:42:00.000-07:00

Been counting down liao le haha whee~!~! cant wait to go over Melb to find my DeaR~!~ Dear~!~! wahahaha i sound so despo for him ... hahah yup i m dying for my Dear hahahah SianZ.....anyway early in morning when i wake up somethign piss mi off ... YES is u ..CSM lo hahaha don act like u really nice to mi n stuff but behind mi bitching ..HEY one day when the truth is out .. Belive mi the person u care the most will HATE u ... WTF.. anyway saw what my Dear parent Said to him ... oh no...........How can they said things like that to us ... We are not a good company n stuff.. is liek WTH i very nice hor onli got colour hair lar.... if i not nice humpF no one is nice liao le .. haha BHB...lolX but i belive we can make it thru together .. haha no matter wat i will stay by ur side no matter wat ur parent said or even frenz i don care i onli wan u ... hahaha .. is true.. i will keep our promise ... yawn back to the phone with u liao le ... update tomolo >.<

Sorry Sorry

2005-07-27T23:00:00.000-07:00

Just Drop my Tears today... dont mean it but still happen.... Yes my English Sux .. i don seem to have anything useful in life....argh feel so shity now ........ anyway don mean to make u angry .. really !
Yes everytime the problem between us alway come from me... I m not a good lover ... argh~!~! donno wat to write... argh.... maybe u have fall for the wrong guy bah lolxxx... silly bees.......... don wan to write n think anymore ... update tomolo bah.......

So Broke

2005-07-26T22:07:00.000-07:00

Argh~!~! i m like so broke lolxXX left with Onli 17 dollar .. thank god my taxi fare home i don have to paid sia ... thank benny for thank *wink hmmm nothing much happen to mi .. do bartender again wahahaha make 12 singapore sling haha break my record ... misss my Dear so much ... that is his FAV drink .. so i put in my heart to do it ... it turn out very nice .. got feedback from them .. maybe when u do something with ur heart ..thing will turn out very nice bah... anyway this is my DEAR fav song .. HEAVEN WHAT I FEEL by GLORIA ~! hahah nice song keke hope u guy know wat it mean ..
HEAVEN's WHAT I FEEL:
Love sometimes.Can be like destiny. There's no way to say forever.It may not realize your dreams.And love sometimes.Is lie blowing wind.Itcan take us to wherever.Sending us on slient wings.But i have broken.All the rules of love.I never dreamed that i could.Come this far.And now i'm lost in my emotions.You'rs becoming my devotion.There's nothing i can do.To stop this love for u. I was not supposed to fall in love with u .I have someone else.And someone else is loving you.And i was not supposed to let love get thru.So let me say for real.Heaven's what i feel when i with u.this feeling is forever.you make mi feel like heaven.my love is true wheni'm with u .this feeling is forever.You make me feel like heaven.My love is true when i'm with you.How could i.Have known that in your eyes.I would find the deepest answers.To the question of my heart.And how could i have known .That by your side.Was the light to fill the darkness.In shadows of my life. *repeat again
wahaha i type every single word myself hor no copy and paste de kekeke :p anyway that is my Dear Fav song ... As for me is I Just Wanna to Be happy ... same singer too lolxXXX ... arlite now .. back to IRC n ICQ with my dear le ... *muAcK~!~!!

Start Saving From Now !

2005-07-26T12:22:00.000-07:00

wahahaa from today onward i need to start saving money to go melb to meet my dear dear there le ... hahah Roy saving money .... yar~!~! i know is hard but i will SAVE no matter wat.. No more Shopping No more Movies hahaha Smoke less le .... bLEah :P anyway last nite i talk to my manger about going over melb thing ... guess wat he said ? my Manger wan to help mi find a cheaper ticket to go over wahahaha that so sweet of her ... well not that she is not sweet but she said some stuff that touches mi so much ... kekeke last nite i did bartending hmmm so sianz ~! not much ppl there hmmmm... i keep staring at one coner of the BAR .. the remind mi of my DEAR... he sat there the last nite in singapore .. hmmmmm i remeber he is cry there because he don bareto leave singapore because of mi .......... *bleah yar is silly hahaha i also felt that... Dear do u know when u Cry i feel like crying i onli act that i dint see u cry ... haiz but it over haha no more tear le ..
Dear i know this r/s is hard but i will be there for u no matter wat.. even if u are not in singapore i will save up n go over n pei u .... ppl may said is easy to start but hard to maintain. To mi nothing is hard for mi as long u are by my side ... i belive we can overcome everything together ...... i love u that much that i can do anything just for you :)
Darryl happy that we are back as last time or even better hahaah go crazy together talk on the phone ... go to ur house as n when to stay over :) i hope this can last for a long long time hmmm no more fight between us le bah .. not happy with mi must tell mi .. don wish to let history repeat le .. get wat i mean anot ... just tell mi WAT U WAN ..LolxxX
Kelvin alot of ppl maybe bitching behind u n stuff but be sure that darryl n mi will be there for u no matter wat... haha so far onli we three can see each other mind without even talking that very cool rite... Frenz can onli come by this lifetime ... that call fate ........ just wan to let u nkow that we are alway here for u ... that same goes to LEVIS and RAINE... although raine will never read this blog i guesss hahahaha........ anyway my dear just make up my blog for mi kekeke nice anot ... i love it soooooo much .......... no matter wat u do dear i will love it de kekeke ... muack ... YawN going back to slp le ... update more tomolo BaH ..... XD

I Miss You So Much`

2005-07-25T17:52:00.000-07:00

hmmm haven been updating my blog for the past two day plus ....hmmm nothgin much happen to mi i guess.. dear dear went back to study le .. went to airport to see him off hmmm yar tear drop when u check in dear hmmm don mean it but tear just drop ... i m week ... luckly i got darryl by my side haah so no that bad lo ... do u knwo wat dear parent said darryl n mi is bad company hmmmm how can that even be .. i very good boi lo ... anyway i been counting down now le left with 97 days then i can be with my dear le hmmmmm no need that long la hmmm will be flying over around october lo for his bdae :P
Went over darryl place that nite to stay over hahaha talk alot of bullshite hmmmm wats new rite ... hahah finally i can slp le for past few day .... haha anyway SUNDAY i went Yo Yo bdae hmm yar it turn out good .. haha happy to make thing back with her..hmmmm yar got some plastic pl there in the chalet .... how sad can i be hmmm haha starting from i will not be cry n sad le haha got goal in my life le haha earn as much money i can hmmm must move out at the age of 25 hahaha must go over to find my dear during october , must smoke less , must gain weight hahaha so mcuh to do hahaha all for my dear .. I LOVE U DEAR so much .... enough for now bah i will update tomolo bah muack `!~!

99 DaY StArT FrOm Now :(

2005-07-21T22:03:00.000-07:00

havent been updating my blog for the past two day.. haha alot of great thing happen .. dear went to my workplace... ya he sit there the whole nite yes i know he is very sweet but see him there siting alone like very bored haha luckly darryl n alvin come over to pull him to ktv... haiz the last time i going to ktv with him ... darryl really good at making ppl laught out loud .... how can i live without her sia...
thank u darryl for all the small little thing u done for mi ...yes is small little thing but i really put it to heart...... hope for the rest of this few month u can be by my side .. hmmm i sound so useless ..hahah
opps forget kelvin don read blog but never mind i still write .. i treat u like my REAL brother hmmm so i will not throw u a side not even bother to ask u things ...hmmmm well hope everything in ur life now will get back normal soon bah :P
Levis pls remeber to call mi anytime time when u are out hor .... pengZ must really spent time with u guys lei.. hmmmm trying to go out with u guys to make time fly fast lo ....
DEAR.... yes i cant bear to let u go but u have to go back to study..... yes i will be sad but as i said i will be looking forward for u to come back...lets hope time will past us by fast ... n i belive that we are never alone ... we live in each other heart... during this short one month plus we did alot of things together... got happiness ... got sadness... but we overcome everything n r together till now ... so remember to call mi EVERYDAY or sms mi bah i will go n buy one oversea hi card to sms u ... I GONNA MISS U MADLY .......
enough of the sad stuff hmmmmm YOYOZ ask kelvin to ask mi to go to his bdae chalet hmmm is a good thing hmmm after all we use to be close frenz .. well should i go hmmmm yes i think i will go ... since he make a first move to make peace i also wish to do that... is always good to have one more frenz... argh write too much ...think too much ... bleah~!~! will update tomolo bah :P

WaT A DaY

2005-07-19T21:40:00.000-07:00

Yawn .... just wake up just to write this blog ...SnortXXx well everyday must write this to let my dear see .......... last nite din really eat anythign at all. yes ROY the pig never eat anythign at all hahahah not because i don wan to eat is because i really don have the mood to eat ........i onli left with three day with my dear le haiz he is going back to study . but wat can i do ? wait lo wat else haha but this feeling really suXXx... anyway did i said how boring is my job lately? hahaha last nite my dear is angry with mi hmmmm ovver some silly thing like i don wan to eat n stuff ... something to make clear not i don wan to eat is just there are alot of thign in my mind la ....
1st thing is that u r leaving le hmmmmm where got mood to eat ........ darryl donno wat happen to him no sms n stuff got worry for him .......... haha yar i know he is old enough to look after himself but i still worry for that blonde sister lo ..*bleah sianz now waitin for my dear to come to my place to make lunch for mi hahaha wish mi luck hope i eat wat he cook nothng will happen to my body kekek well will update tomolo bah ... see ya .*muack >.<

FiRsT ChaPteR

2005-07-19T02:34:00.000-07:00

Roy says:
This is my first blog. For my dear dear to read when he's in melbourne. and also for some kpoh queens to see, so that they don have to create fake story about me behind my back.

Jer says:
anyway, this layout will be temporary ba.. I'll do a new layout for dear dear when i get my laptop back.. ^-^ wheeee~!

Roy says:
Kelvin is so gonna kill me loh.. cuz i always say write blog for what?!! waste time onli.. haha. what the hell?! why am i writing this..

anyway, gotta go work le.. see you gals latter~!~!~!~!~!~!~